Okay as if there is not enough going on in life right now between little miss thing and her 19 month old attitude (love it - most of the time), buying a house, moving, becoming landlords... there is an impending arrival.
And this baby is not letting me forget it. We (baby and I) were up for at least 1.5 hours last night trying to get comfy and go back to sleep. Eventually it happened. I totally don't remember having this issue with E though I am sure I did.
Sometimes I think okay I am so over being pregnant - and I am but I am 100% not ready for baby to come so he/she needs to hold on for another 54 days. It is a very strange conflict of interest - physically to be more comfortable vs. mentality being more comfortable. I am sure this baby is going to stretch me out to the max so I have got to watch what I'm eating - and I have not been doing as good of a job of this as I have been. Then when he/she comes and I deflate then I will be stretched to the max mentally between juggling toddler, baby, and work.
Hmmm... I think I am okay with keeping my sanity for now : )
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